I’ve had several “home towns”
in my life. Maybe some of you have,
too. When I was growing up, Delmont was
my home town. I went to school in
Vermillion of seven years, first to the business school, and then to law
school, and that felt like my home town.
I lived in Pierre for six and a half years after that, and that was my
home town. We lived in Wessington
Springs for seventeen years, and that was my home town. Then we got our first United Methodist
appointment in North Sioux City. And
then we came here, and all three of the towns of the Wheatland Parish now feel
like our home towns.
For
the divine Jesus, of course, there was no such thing as a home town on earth.
The home of the divine Jesus was in heaven. But Jesus was also
fully human, of course, and for the human Jesus, Nazareth was his home.
As far as we can tell, he grew up there. He spent most of the first
thirty years of his life there.
Because
there’s no evidence to the contrary, we assume that Jesus lived a pretty
ordinary life there during that time. He was a carpenter. His
earthly family was there--our Bible reading mentions his mother Mary; four
brothers, James, Joseph, Judas, and Simon; and some unnamed sisters.
Presumably he had friends there, too, some of whom he’d probably known
since he was a little kid.
Our
best guess, as far as I could find out, is that about a year and a half had
passed since Jesus had started his traveling ministry. Jesus had done a
lot of things in that time. He had healed people. He had worked
miracles. He had preached to thousands of people. And now, a year
and a half later, after all that he had said and done, Jesus was coming home.
I
would think that thought would’ve made Jesus happy. Seeing all these
people he had not seen in quite a while. Finding out what had happened to
them. Getting to eat Mom’s home cooking. And, of course, being able
to go to the synagogue and teach and do the things for his old friends and
neighbors that he’d done for so many people in so many other places.
Except,
of course, it did not work out that way, did it? We’re told that the
people there were amazed by Jesus, but not in a good way. They were
resentful of him. This Jesus was not the same person they had known.
He’d changed. And the people of Nazareth did not like this new
Jesus. They were saying, what’s up with all this? Here he is, up in
the synagogue, teaching and working miracles like he’s really hot stuff or
something. Who does this Jesus think he is, anyway? He’s just an
ordinary person like we are. What does he think, that he’s better than
the rest of us now? We’re told that the people of Nazareth were actually
offended at Jesus teaching in the synagogue.
When
we think about the sacrifice Jesus made for us, we usually think of his death
on the cross. And we should think about that. That was incredibly
important, for a lot of reasons. But that was not the only sacrifice
Jesus made for us. Jesus made lots of other sacrifices for us, too.
One
of them is simply being willing to come to earth at all. I mean, think
about it. Jesus was in heaven. The Divine Son. God the Son.
In heaven with God the Father and God the Holy Spirit. The trinity.
The three in one. All of them together fully God and each of them
fully God. And we don’t know quite how that works, but just think about
how awesome that would be for Jesus in heaven.
And
Jesus willingly gives that up. He separates himself from the other two
members of the holy trinity. That’d be like giving up a part of yourself.
Can you even imagine that? I don’t think I can. All the time
he was on earth he’d have felt incomplete, like a part of him was missing.
That was a
tremendous sacrifice Jesus made. It must have been a really terrible
feeling for him, to feel incomplete and separate in that way. Maybe
that’s why Jesus would sometimes go off by himself to pray. Maybe, when
he did that, he could get some measure of connection with God the Father and
God the Holy Spirit and not feel so incomplete, at least for a while.
And
then, there was the sacrifice Jesus made by his ministry on earth. Again,
he had lived in Nazareth his whole life. He had family there. He
had friends there, old friends who’d known him all his life. He had a
business there. He had a home there. He was living in the normal
routines and rhythms of life that we all live in.
When
Jesus started his earthly ministry, he gave all that up. He left his
family behind. He left his old friends behind. He left his
carpentry business behind. He left his home behind. He left behind
his entire way of life, the way of life he’d been living ever since he was
little. Think about what that would be like, to leave behind the only
life you’d ever known like that.
And
think of what he left it behind for. A life of wandering. No
stability. No home life. No place to even call home. As Jesus
says, “Foxes have dens and birds have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to
lay his head.” A life of people constantly demanding things from him.
A life of people constantly criticizing him, trying to tell him what to
do. A life of people trying to trick him and trap him. A life in
which no one, not even his closest associates, really understood him or what he
was trying to do. That’s a tremendous sacrifice that Jesus made, when you
think about it. Jesus did not just sacrifice his life when he died on the
cross. Jesus sacrificed his entire earthly life when he started his
ministry.
Jesus
knew what he was doing, of course. When Jesus left home to start his
ministry, he knew what that meant. He knew it was what he had come to
earth to do. Jesus knew he had not come to earth to live a quiet life as
a carpenter in Nazareth. He knew he was the Savior, the Divine Son of
God. He knew what he needed to do, and he knew what was going to happen
to him as a result. Maybe not every last detail--we don’t know that--but
he knew enough. He knew everything he was giving up, both during his life
and in his death. But still, it was a sacrifice. And Jesus made
that sacrifice. He made it for us.
Why
do you suppose, after a year and a half on the road, Jesus came home?
We’re not told. Maybe Jesus never said. Maybe the disciples
themselves did not know. It could be that he wanted to check on Mary and
his earthly siblings, to see how they were doing. It could be that he
just wanted to rest and get away from things for a while. It could be all
kinds of reasons.
But
I wonder if, while Jesus was there, it ever crossed his mind to wonder what his
life would have been like if he’d never left. We don’t know that he did,
but again, while he was on earth Jesus was fully human as well as fully divine.
A lot of us, as humans, look at our lives and wonder about what would’ve
happened if we’d done things differently. Maybe Jesus did, too.
Maybe
the human Jesus wondered, what would’ve happened if I’d just kept working in
the carpenter shop? He could’ve had a quiet, normal life. Maybe
he’d even have gotten married and raised a family. Things would’ve been
so much easier. They’d have been so much simpler. A nice house to
come home to. People who cared about him. No one constantly trying
to trick him or trap him or come up with a reason to throw him in prison.
There could have been a part of the human Jesus that thought that all
sounded pretty good.
But
of course, Jesus did leave home, and he did start his ministry. Because
Jesus knew he was the divine Son of God. And he knew that he had come to
earth for specific reasons. To teach us. To heal us. To
provide an example for us. To die, so that our sins could be forgiven.
Jesus knew that was why he had come to earth. And he knew that he
needed to do what he had been put on earth to do. But still, he had to
make that choice. And he had to make the sacrifices necessary to do what
he had been put on earth to do.
But
here’s the thing. Jesus was not the only person who was put on earth for
specific reasons. You know who else was? You. And me.
Each one of us was put on earth for specific reasons. No, none of
us is the divine Son of God. But each of us was put here to do certain
things. We’re put here to love God. We’re put here to serve God.
We’re put here to love each other and serve each other. We’re put
here to make disciples of Jesus Christ.
And there will
be times when doing those things complicates our life, just as it complicated
Jesus’ life. And there may be times when we’d rather not do them.
There may be times when we realize how much easier our lives would be,
how much simpler our lives would be, if we did not do what God put us here to
do. And there are going to be times when, if we’re going to do what God
put us here to do, we’re going to have to give some things up. We’re
going to need to make some sacrifices. If we’re going to do the things
God put us here to do, we’re not always going to be able to do the things we
want to do.
And then we’re
going to have to make a choice, just as Jesus had to make a choice. Are
we going to do what God put us on earth to do? Are we going to love God
and serve God with everything we do? Are we going to love each other and
serve each other at all times? Are we going to go out and make disciples
of Jesus Christ? And are we going to do those things even when doing them
means we have to give some things up and make some sacrifices, sacrifices that we
might not really want to make? Are we willing to give up a quiet, normal
life, if that’s what’s necessary to do what God put us here to do?
Jesus was
willing to give up his entire earthly life so that he could do what he was put
on earth to do. Are you and I willing to do the same?
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