The Sunday night message given in the Gettysburg United Methodist church on March 31, 2024. The Bible verses used are John 20:19-29.
The phrase “Doubting Thomas”
is part of our culture. Even people who have no idea who Thomas was and
have no idea where the phrase comes from are still familiar with it. If
someone is a skeptic, if they never want to believe anything, if they always
demand more proof, we refer to them as a Doubting Thomas.
When
I read our Bible verses for tonight, though, it always seems to me that Thomas
has gotten a bum rap. Yes, he had doubts, but no more doubts than any of
the other disciples. And yet, we’ve come to read this story as Jesus
criticizing Thomas for his lack of faith. I think when we read the story
that way, not only are we unfair to poor Thomas, but we miss a valuable lesson
that comes from that story.
These
Bible verses take place on the night of the first Easter Sunday. In the
morning, Jesus had appeared to Mary Magdalene. She then told the
disciples that she had seen the Lord.
Now, it’s evening. The disciples are in
a locked room, out of fear of being arrested. Jesus appears to them, says
peace be with you, shows them his hands where the nails had been pounded
through and his side that was pierced by a sword, the disciples are
overjoyed. Jesus breathes on them and says “Receive the Holy Spirit.”
So
all the disciples believe Jesus is alive. Except Thomas. He was not
there when Jesus came. We don’t know why not, but he was not there.
The disciples tell him about Jesus being alive, but he says “Unless I see the
nail marks in his hands and put my finger where the nails were, and put my hand
into his side, I will not believe.”
A week passes. The disciples are all back
in the same locked room. This time Thomas is there. Jesus again
appears to them, says peace be with you, shows Thomas his hands where the nails
had been pounded through and his side that was pierced by a sword. And
Thomas is overjoyed.
Do
you see why I say Thomas got a bum rap? What Jesus showed Thomas was
exactly the same thing he had shown the other disciples a week earlier.
When Thomas was not there, Jesus had shown the other disciples his hands where
the nails had been and his side that was pierced. None of them believed
he was alive before they saw that. Thomas did not ask for any more proof
than any of the others had, and he did not get any more proof than any of the
others got.
And yet,
poor old Thomas is the one who gets criticized. Thomas is the one whose
faith is said to be weaker than the others. Thomas is the one who for two
thousand years has been called the doubter, whose very name has been turned
into a negative. It just does not seem fair.
But of
course, you know why we look at it that way. It’s because of what Jesus
said. After Jesus shows Thomas his hands and his side, Jesus says to
Thomas, “Stop doubting and believe.” And then he says, “Because you have
seen me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have
believed.” It seems like Jesus himself singled Thomas out for criticism.
But I was thinking about this.
That first time, when Jesus appeared to the other disciples without Thomas--why
do you suppose Jesus did that? I mean, I assume Jesus would’ve known that
Thomas was not there. Why would Jesus choose to appear then? I
would think that there surely must’ve been some other time Jesus could’ve
appeared to the disciples, sometime when they’d all be there. It’s almost
like, that first time, Jesus deliberately excluded Thomas. Why would
Jesus do that?
It
could’ve been a coincidence, I suppose. Maybe this was simply the time
Jesus needed to appear to the disciples, and whoever was there was there and
whoever was not was not. I doubt that, though. It’s possible, but
it’s just hard for me to believe that Jesus would leave something like this to
chance. It seems like there must’ve been some reason why Jesus appeared
to the others without Thomas being there.
I
wonder if, perhaps, Jesus thought Thomas might have enough faith to not need to
see for himself. I wonder if, maybe, the reason Jesus appeared to the
disciples without Thomas there is that Jesus thought that, out of all the
disciples, Thomas might be the only one who had enough faith to not need to see
for himself. Out of all the disciples, Thomas might be the one who could
believe without seeing. When we look at it that way, it looks like Jesus
thought Thomas was the disciple who had the most faith, not the least.
And Jesus’ words to Thomas are not so much a criticism as they are an
expression of disappointment. Not that it was wrong for Thomas to want to
see for himself, really. It was just that Jesus was hoping Thomas had
enough faith to not need to.
But
here’s what I think is the real point. Jesus appears to the disciples
without Thomas. They all believe. Thomas does not. So what
does Jesus do? Jesus comes back. He comes back specifically for
Thomas. Jesus comes back specifically so that Thomas can see and believe.
Think
about that. The twelve disciples were down to eleven, of course, because
Judas had betrayed Jesus. Ten out of the eleven believed. That’s
ninety-one percent. Pretty good. But Jesus was not going to settle
for that. Jesus wanted each and every one of his disciples to
believe. He was not going to give up until each and every one of his
disciples believed. As long as there was even one who did not, he was
going to do whatever it took to make that one believe. Each and every one
of his disciples was that important to Jesus.
And each and every one of us is that important
to Jesus, too. Because most of us have doubts at one time or
another. We may try to hide them from others, we may try not to think
about them ourselves. But we still have them. It may seem like
everyone around us believes, and we’re the only one who doubts. But we
still have those doubts. We might wish we did not have them--for all we
know, Thomas may have wished he did not have them. But the doubts are
still there.
Jesus
does not want us to go on with our doubts. Jesus wants us to
believe. And Jesus is not going to give up until we do. It does not
matter if everyone around us believes and we’re the only one who has
doubts. Even if we were the only person on earth who had doubts, that
would not matter to Jesus. As long as there’s just one of us who does not
believe, Jesus is going to do whatever it takes to make that one believe.
Each and every one of us is that important to Jesus.
But
the thing is, you’re not the only one who has doubts. Lots of us
do. Some of the greatest Christians in the world have confessed to having
doubts at one time or another. Mother Teresa said she had doubts.
Billy Graham said he had doubts. A lot of us are in the position of the
man Jesus talked to in Mark Chapter Nine. A man asked Jesus if he could
heal his son. Jesus says what do you mean, if I can? He says,
“Everything is possible for one who believes.” And the man responds, “I
do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!”
We
believe, and yet we don’t. We believe, and yet we have doubts. And
Jesus understands that. He understood the disciples’ unbelief. He
understood Thomas’ doubts. But Jesus did not want them to stay in
unbelief and doubt. Jesus wanted them to believe. And Jesus did
everything he could to help them believe.
It
would be nice if Jesus would appear right before us, just as he did with Thomas
and the other disciples. And of course, Jesus could do that. But
for most of us, it probably won’t happen. That does not mean, though,
that the Lord has abandoned us. If we look around us, we can see God at
work in all kinds of ways. And if we look at our own lives, we can see
God at work in all kinds of ways, too.
I
don’t know what those ways are for you. Here are just a few of them for
me. God was at work when, coming out of law school, I took a job in
Pierre rather than one in Laurens, Iowa. God was at work when, without us
even knowing each other, Wanda took an apartment directly across from
mine. God was at work when, out of the blue, we got a call offering us
the chance to move to Wessington Springs. God was at work when, through a
series of events that would take too long to go into now, we felt God calling
us into the ministry. And I believe that God was at work when the Dakotas
Conference sent Wanda and me to this parish.
If
you think about your life, I suspect you can think of those moments, too.
Those moments when God was at work in your life. Those “coincidences”
that just all lined up perfectly for things to happen the way they did.
That’s God at work. That’s Jesus doing whatever it takes to make each one
of us believe. That’s Jesus saying to us what he said to Thomas.
“Stop doubting, and believe.”
So,
it’s okay if we have doubts. But let’s not stay stuck in our
doubts. Let’s look for all the times in our lives when God has shown
up. Let’s look for the times when God is showing up now, leading us and
guiding us. Let’s look for all the ways Jesus is saying to us “Stop doubting,
and believe.”
Our
doubts are real. But God is more real. If we trust God, and if we
look for the ways that God is at work. God will give us the faith to overcome
our doubts.