This is the message given in the Sunday night service in the Gettysburg United Methodist church on Sunday, March 28, 2021. The Bible verses used are John 12:12-19.
Have
you ever been on the receiving end of a really cruel April Fools’
joke? I’m not talking about the kind of joke that’s innocent and
fun. I’m talking about where someone fools you about something
really important. I’m talking about where someone plays with your
emotions in a really serious way, and then pulls the rug out from under
you.
It seems like every year Palm Sunday comes
somewhere around April first, April Fools’ Day.
It’s coming up on Thursday of this week. It seems to me that,
in a way, it’s kind of appropriate to have April Fools’ Day and Palm Sunday
close together. After all, what’s the essence of an April Fools’
joke? It’s convincing someone that something is true when it’s
really not. That happens over and over again throughout the last
week of Jesus’ life.
Jesus’ triumphant entry into Jerusalem is kind
of April Fools’ joke, really. This huge crowd is cheering Jesus
on. Everyone’s telling Jesus how great he is and how much they love
him. None of them really meant it. They may have thought
they meant it at the time, but it was all on the surface. There was
no depth to their love of Jesus. Not long after that, some of those
same people would be in the crowd that demanded Jesus be
killed. They were telling Jesus how much they loved him, only to say
“April Fool” just a few days later.
How about Judas? Judas was one of
the most trusted of the disciples. He was the one who was in charge
of the money. No one suspected Judas was disloyal to
Jesus. They all thought he was very loyal. And for a
while, he was. After all, it’s not like he was planning to betray
Jesus the whole time he was with him. It was only at the end that he
betrayed Jesus. He had earned everyone’s trust, only to say “April
Fool” and sell Jesus out to the Pharisees.
Then there’s Peter. Peter was the
one who swore up and down that he’d be loyal to Jesus to the
end. When Jesus tells Peter that’s not the way it’s going to be,
Peter not only denies it, Peter actually gets kind of mad at Jesus for saying
it. Peter was sure he was going to stick with Jesus all the way,
even if it meant he was going to have to die for him. In the end,
though, he said “April Fool” and denied he even knew who Jesus was.
None of these April Fools were fun, innocent
pranks. All of them had to really hurt Jesus. Jesus was
not really fooled at all, of course. He knew exactly what was going
to happen. Still, it had to hurt him. All these people
said they loved him. All of them, including the ones who were
closest to him, were going to betray him and abandon him. Can we
even imagine what Jesus must have gone through, being with these people,
hearing what they said, and yet knowing what was going to happen?
So, how about us? We say we love
Jesus. We say we mean it. We think we mean
it. But do we really mean it? Or is our love for Jesus
just an April Fools’ joke, too?
I don’t know that we can answer that
question. I don’t know that anyone can until we’re really
tested. After all, the crowd thought they meant it when they said
they loved Jesus. Peter thought he meant it when he said he’d never
abandon Jesus. Even Judas thought he meant it when he became Jesus’
disciple.
But then came the time when they were
tested. And they all failed the
test. The crowd failed the test because
Jesus turned out not to be who they hoped he’d be. He was the Savior, yes, but not the Savior
they wanted. He was not someone who was
going to restore the mighty empire of Israel, the empire that King David had
established. It turned out that they did
not love Jesus. They simply loved what
their hopes for Jesus were. When those
hopes were dashed, their love went away.
Peter failed the test because things did not
happen the way he’d envisioned them.
When Peter said he would die for Jesus, he was thinking of dying in a
battle. He was thinking of going down
fighting for the cause. Instead, he’d
have had to die in a humiliating way.
The same way that Jesus died, of course.
And when Peter found that out, he abandoned Jesus.
Judas failed the test too, of course. We don’t know what Judas’ motivations
were. It cannot have been the
money—thirty pieces of silver were not worth that much in Jesus’ time. Some have speculated that Judas was trying to
force Jesus to use his earthly power, that he thought Jesus would fight back
and wipe out the Roman guards. We don’t
know. But whatever the reason, Judas
failed the test, too.
Maybe that’s why Jesus talked so much about
counting the cost of following him. No matter how much we think we
mean it when we say we love Jesus, no matter how strong we think we are in our
faith, we never really know for sure whether we mean it until our faith is
tested. We never know for sure whether we can handle the cost of
following Jesus until we’re actually asked to pay the price. And the price may come in a way that we never
expected or even thought about.
You know how, in the Lord’s Prayer, we say,
“Lead us not into temptation”? From what I’ve read, that’s not
actually the right translation. What I’ve read is that it really
should say “Do not lead us to the time of testing.” I don’t know for
sure if that’s right, but it does make sense to me.
After all, we don’t really need God to lead us
to temptation, do we? We can find enough temptation on our
own. The time of testing, though, is different. God does
put us to the test sometimes, and it can be a scary thing.
What makes the time of testing scary is that
we can fail the test, just like the crowd did, and like Peter did, and like
Judas did. We think we love Jesus. In fact, we’re sure we
do. We swear up and down that we’ll never abandon
Jesus. Then, the test comes, and it comes in a way we never
envisioned. We get into trouble, we get scared, we don’t know what
to do, and we don’t trust Jesus enough to stay with him. So, we
yell, “April Fool” and run away.
That has to hurt Jesus. There's good
news about it, though. The good news is that we always get another
chance. Even though we fail the test, even though we hurt Jesus, Jesus
still gives us another chance to get it right.
Peter realized what he’d done. He
repented, he asked for forgiveness, and Jesus forgave Peter. Peter
not only was forgiven, he became the first leader of the disciples.
I’d guess that some of those in the crowd,
some of those who wanted Jesus killed, eventually realized what they’d done,
too. I suspect some of them repented and asked for forgiveness. If they did, I’m sure Jesus gave it to
them.
Even Judas eventually regretted what he’d
done. The Bible does not say that Judas ever asked for
forgiveness. In fact, it implies that Judas did not think he
deserved forgiveness. Still, the Bible does not explicitly say that Judas
did not ask for forgiveness, either. If Judas did repent and ask for
forgiveness, it’s possible that Jesus even forgave Judas for what he’d done. In fact, I think he almost certainly would
have. After all, while he was hanging on
the cross, Jesus asked God the Father to forgive all the people who were
killing him. Surely Judas would have
been included in Jesus’ forgiveness, too, if he ever repented and asked for
forgiveness.
We get that same chance that they did. No
matter how much we’ve hurt Jesus, no matter how many times our faith is just an
April Fools’ joke, we always get another chance. We can still go to
Jesus, we can still repent, and we can still ask for
forgiveness. When we do, Jesus will give us that forgiveness.
There is nothing we can do that will stop
Jesus from loving us. No matter how many times we hurt Jesus, and no
matter how badly we hurt Jesus, Jesus still keeps loving us. The
salvation Jesus gave us on the cross is still available to us. All
we need to do is repent and ask Jesus for forgiveness. When we do,
we get that forgiveness every time. We
can return to faith and accept the salvation Jesus offers us.
And that salvation is no April Fools’ joke. It’s a salvation that will last for eternity.